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Old Souls

Posted on: October 6th, 2010 by admin No Comments

I went to the Strand in search of Alec Wilder’s classic text American Popular Song. It wasn’t there. This has happened my last several trips to the store, which boasts eight miles of books. Eight miles of books, and still their collection is missing essential titles? It made me wonder if they were culling the herd in response to cataclysm within the literary ecosystem.

In its place I found I book I didn’t know I wanted. But now that I have bought it, I cherish it much more than the source of my original hunt. It’s Alec Wilder & His Friends, from 1974, and it’s a collection of New Yorker profiles by Whitney Balliett, who died three years ago.

These are portraits of—this is a term that has been applied to me more than once—old souls who “hold a common vision of life that has lately fallen low. They are highly moral people who have guarded their souls, who have, no matter how bad the going, refused to compromise. They have gone without jobs when fashion has turned against them, rather than demean themselves in shoddy ones. They have kept their spirits intact despite neglect, near-privation, and even semi-oblivion. These sterling people, in taking the high road, have bent their energies toward the endless polishing of their arts, and pre-eminence, no matter how tardy or circumscribed, has been their reward.”

A few—Tony Bennett, Blossom Dearie, Marian McPartland—were able to hang on long enough to enjoy an Indian summer of their careers. At the other end of the spectrum you have the much less known jazz pianist Marie Marcus. All of the subjects make for companionable reading.

I borrowed Balliett’s style for one section of my book From Square One. He sets up a scene and then lets his subject talk, often for pages at a time. The illusion is that there has been no mediation by an author. Of course just the opposite is true. Balliett has erased his questions and left the answers-as-monologue. The style seems old-fashioned today, and that no doubt has something to do with why I employed it.

Embarrassing Admission: I Watched Every Episode of LOST

Posted on: May 24th, 2010 by admin 2 Comments

And, based on a cursory Google search, my theory about how to make sense of the show seems to have very few adherents, if any. The only thing worse than a nerd is a nerd whose pet theory is completely off base.

I think the entire series was essentially “An Occurrence at Owl Creek Bridge,” the Ambrose Bierce short story that was made into a famous episode of the Twilight Zone and, not incidentally, glimpsed during an earlier season of Lost. This theory occurred to me a few seasons ago when the show plots devolved into time travel and preposterous gunplay.

The series begins and ends with the opening and closing of Jack’s eye. Those two events bookend the entire run of the show, which took place completely within Jack’s consciousness. The whole series has consisted of Jack’s memories, dreams and projections – onto characters he knew intimately or even fleetingly.

If this theory is true, then the producers were not lying when they said the show’s explanation is not supernatural. It’s purely psychological. There’s no magic, no purgatory: the whole series was Jack’s hypnopompic state (or hypnagogic – I forget which one is which), and in his perception, it went on for six seasons.

I posted this theory on Slate’s entertaining TV Club site devoted to Lost’s sixth season, and I added this query: “Am I overlooking some key element that negates my theory?” Within moments came this response: “yes, the ending shot was of the plane flying overhead, if he died in the crash, there would be no plane and the credit shot would have been the wreckage and bodies.” While I think about whether that shoots my theory out of the water, go ahead and let me know what you think.

Quote of the Day

Posted on: December 20th, 2009 by admin No Comments

“Those who unfeelingly push and jostle one another all the rest of the year smile on each other today, tell of the dangers they escaped, exchange addresses, and walk along with new friends. The squares are mountains of snow over which the icy lacework clinging like filigree to the branches of the trees glitters in the morning sun.”

—José Martí, “New York Under the Snow” (1888)

Spreading the Word …

Posted on: August 26th, 2009 by admin No Comments

… about the retreat < http://bit.ly/12Vm54 > for artists and writers in the tiny village in France where I spent most of August. I was hoping for someplace magical and filled with interesting people, and that’s exactly what was there. And I got a bunch of creative work done, too.

Yaddo Dispatch

Posted on: December 9th, 2006 by admin 3 Comments

Ever seen a tub like this?

I hadn’t until this residency. At first glance it seems like it would be perfect for sitting and soaking. The flaw is the height of the spigot, which prevents the water level from rising above your waist. Hence the necessity to head over to take the waters that made Saratoga famous in the first place. Once you get over its rust-yellow color, it’s kind of nice.

Yaddo Diary

Posted on: November 29th, 2006 by admin 1 Comment

Reading Richard McCann is a very good thing. Having him read his work to you is even better.

There seems to be some ambivalence among the guests here about attending public presentations. It’s true that in some situations (NB: not here) I have imagined myself held hostage. But definitely not while listening to McCann, who possesses that rare ability to talk about himself in a way that makes you hang on every word.

So rare that when he was done reading from a piece of non-fiction about his liver transplant, I found myself wanting more.

Yaddo, Day One

Posted on: November 25th, 2006 by admin 3 Comments

Every year at this time we find ourselves in the position of expressing gratitude. In my case, it has not always been heartfelt.

This year, on the day after the day for giving thanks, I arrived at the place where I’ll be spending the next month. Yaddo is often derided as summer camp for artists. Sure enough, as I drove past the gates and into the woods, even though it’s near the end of autumn and even though the leaves are off the trees, I did in fact have that feeling of anticipation I used to get each time I went back to Camp Tohkomeupog.

There is much to be grateful for here. Maybe it’s the staff’s hospitable and respectful attitude. Maybe it’s the gracious surroundings or the extravagantly spacious studio. Maybe it’s all of those things that make me feel well taken care of. Early signs are that I do appreciate what a privilege this is: my first day here was the most productive in memory.

Rejected First Lines

Posted on: November 14th, 2006 by admin 1 Comment

From the book of Genesis:

“You’re not going to believe this….”

—BBC Radio, “I’m Sorry I Haven’t a Clue”

“Poo-tee-weet?”

Posted on: September 11th, 2006 by admin 8 Comments

I happened to finish re-reading Slaughterhouse-Five while flying on a plane today and am thinking of making it an annual tradition. (The reading part, not the plane.) Sorry for spoiling the end.

Discuss

Posted on: August 7th, 2006 by admin 9 Comments

Where is the Life we have lost in living?
Where is the wisdom we have lost in knowledge?
Where is the knowledge we have lost in information?

—T.S. Eliot, “Choruses from The Rock”